Fallen for it..

Back to post , okay . now i know i dam long never post already ! (sorry)
School reopen le ! yeah enjoy myself in school then at home seriously ! i dunno why .
I had design a class tee for my class , i love pink , but they choose black . it okay . i write the word " Once a class , forever a class " they say not good . cheaper fbt price i can find is 26 . yet they complain ! wtf ?! then do yourself ownself la cb . waste my time !?
Next , got some people jealous that i put my photo as laopa screen saver . like that only wtf ?
say until laopa own her like that . cb worst is talking bad abt me in facebook ? dun childish please .
Next , i love today ! really love today ! had a great time with winne and muqin <3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">I LOVE YOU !

backed to post ,
went bedok with dad eat with aunt .
I seriously miss joey , we never chat . when she reach home , i was sleep like a dead pig already .
chatting with laopa on facebook . very fan now !
why why why ?! Enough please !

I seen it . You since to ______ someone already . Should i _________?
Went to cut my hair with joey ytd (: Cut until dam short . omg . i almost cry out !
I waiting for your court until. I believe i can wait de . but hope i got that hope.
Friends told me give up . but i scolded them . am i wrong ?
All my fault , i should not fall in love with him so deep -.- !

Finally back to post ! (: i dam happy today !
he finally text me ! :D
Ah yang dam fucking funny . i dare him put my display picture as his . He really put !
Everyone comment at his wall ! Hahaha ^^
Today when chong pang eat with daddy (:
Next northpoint buy food. Actually wan but shoe but we us all money to buy food T.T
Walk pass Kai Xiang -.- He like got no face to see me . wth ?!
Tomorrow got work . but it 1.00am yet i stil haven sleep !
Haha . Not tired at all ! course afternoon sleep with dad !
Dam fucking long never sleep beside him ! seen i primary 3 till now sec 1 ! wtf ?!
Yesterday had a great chat with my sibaichi at facebook . Hmm he injured . Dumb right him ? -.-
Today piggy text me ! I was like dam fucking happy ! it been dam fucking long he never text me . I really scare he dun contact me le T.T Hmm . . . wish his court nothing happen <3
Should post till here . Bye ~

Why cant you jus accept ? i already say i choose to wait le right ?
wtf ?! tmr your court i dam fucking worry !

Back to post ! wtf !? dam long never post le . ._.
hais . . . shag sia !!!
why the answer is that ? i love you like hell in the end ? ): i just feel like killing myself .
you said we can be friends , best friend or watever fuck . i dunwan . understand ?! raws !!
this is my first time ask a person this question . but in the end ? fail ):
i swear i wont ask this question until 22112010 . hope on that day nothing happen . Everything goes fine . Fuck my like . no time to all my friends . i dam angry when laopa was attach to her . i thinking of way to make them break . i said some bad thing to laopa . im sorry . i jus dun like to see you two tgt . in the end you told me you break with her le . i hope it is true.
why am i acting so fine will i am not ?!

Back to post .
hais . you guy told me to tell everything inside my heart to him , i said . but since to be no use . -.-
Some of you even told me to ask him . but i got no courage . -.-
Im happy your court post pone (: but im because only 2 week ): i promise to meet you and give you your hug again . i try my best . wanted to meet mummy later . but maybe cause . aunt at home .
FUCK HER! You guy told me to contact him more . i try my best . i got no phone to message him / nevermind . but when im free to chat on phone with him . he was sleeping if not is he outside cant chat at all . wtf !? I feel like giving up . Watever i do no use . i feel like a very thick skin .
You guy told me not to give up . Okay maybe i should not . but wat i need to do ?
RAWSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crying ~
Why am i crying ? just because of him ? wtf!? this should not be me ! i never cried for boy !
Why he cant understand my feeling ? raws ! i feel like beating someone up right now ! NOW!
wtf am i doing ? angry for fuck ? beat someone for fuck ? jus because of him ?! -.-
Fuck You Up Side Down !

Back to post !
fucking shag this few day ! wtf!?
today morning wake up by sweetheart callled ! why ? because i lost my phone -.- so they had to called my house . wth ?!
when to makan breakfast with JTXM , ah sern came too . next dead pig came -.- angry him so never talk to him . why ? because he keep calling me to patch back with sibaichi ! wtf!? -.-
i know who is that person who ask you for patch already . should i find her out ? i dunno sia . . .
next went home chat on phone with muqin then meet her up . Went northpoint slack . saw dead pig de ex . feel like finding problem but in the end i never . wtf!? nevermind .
went to sheng song buy class outing de thing with school friends . muqin accompany me ! love die her ! :D then went home not went 418 meet mummy and co.
do new spec . my degree increase ! wtf!? went to mummy house next . omg ! im fucking long never go there le . miss that house sia . ._. next went to 306 find daddy . mummy drive us back . dad was fucking funny . aunt suddenly called . dad and my action was the same . ask everyone to shh . . . dad lie to aunt that he was inside taxi going back yishun already. hahaha ^^
mummy drive untul very slow because raining . while dad was complaining all the way . mummy jus said ' shut up if not i drop you down here then you walk home yourselves ! ' this sentence it last time dad told us inside her car if we keep on complain . haha ^^ i love the fun inside the car . got father , mother , sister and me ! but stil got 2 sister not in ):
dad went to meet aunt while i going home cause i super tired . . . saw dominic at golden village . but maybe he never saw me . -.- reach home , bath and abt to sleep !
they came back . dad and aunt quarrel ! but i dunno why ? -.-
dun care them . everytime like that de . -.- hais . . . never text dead pig !


Im gonna wait for dead pig ! No matter wat . i will ! i swear ! maybe i wont std with him cause i really fucking scare the past will happen again . I rather we like best friends than std . i dun need more from him . as long he treat me good can already . maybe is because he fucking hong that why i dunwan std with him . but i should trust him . ._.

Back to post ! Fucking long never post le . ._.
today that is something good and bad happen ...
good is i can promoted to Sec 2 ! yeah ! finally everything is over :O
Bad is today keep on quarreling with dead pig .
cant he feel im jealous ? Is him dumb ?! -.-
I got a feeling that let me think that ______ is more important inside his heart .
I only k siao say i wann text her scold her then he was like fucking jing zhang of her ? wth !?
This let me think of wat ? ._. Forget it . i jus dunwan quarrel . but why cant i ? why everytime i come that wan . People like to make me angry de ? you uy know wan i come that wan will become fucking attitude de right? stop making me can anot ? ass hole !
even i am the wan start message her with your phone you can dun need to reply de right ? stupid !
Gonna post until here . Cause im going crazy soon . very soon . i will find her out soon .
but find her for wat ? hmm ... nevermind i got my own way :P

Back to post ! Ytd was jiejie birthday (:
Celebrate for her (: First went to northpoint meet joachim and co. next 213 throw flour .
She since to play until like a crazy girl haha ^^ Went home bath for her . o.0
Finish bathing went to 218 meet them again . this time is jie de revenge (: She buy 1 dollar de egg to throw them back . -,- Next went up to joachim house . wait for him to bath -.- While he bathing his mother keep nag at him . dam fucking funny ! haha ^^
Finish bathing went to 2 tou mac . meet ZeEn . While at that time jie keep want to take picture with everyone . Everyone need to smile while taking picture with her if not retake -.- so mafan ...
Next when back to 213 . Jie continues take picture . finish taking . Something happen . Jie quarrel with Aphichet -.- knn . he is the wan start everything lor . Suddenly play until father mother . knn not happy de hua come only la . Who are you to us -.-
Super angry ! went home next . wait for dad to finishing bath jiu go eat le . Eat at chong pang . then dad ask us go home ourselves . Jie went to 120 celebrate her birthday with shien while i went to the temple in front. Saw dead pig ! He may be never saw me bah . Stupid dead pig . so small stil wan to be shi tou -.- next went to 126 house downstair wait for jiejie to bath . cause she kana flour haha ^^ Next went to 123 go up jie de friend house . Super funny lor . Play here and there . (: next went home . got no time le . want take cab wan but no cab -.- We half wait for cab half walk home . cool right :D Reach home . bath then jiu sleep le ... Phone got no money cant text dead pig . Shag sia ! Raws!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im i really fall in love with him ?
Why everytime i see him i got a weird feeling ? -.-
So reach home not long . when to meet dead pig they all .
today meet them i cant feel any fun . all give me black face . nb i own them thing meh ? knn!
fucking dulan . straight away go home . if i stil stay there with him , i really can go crazy -.-
Should i be happy right now ? 2 boy trying to jioin me at the same time . who should i accept ?
both were my ex . -.- how ? wat should i do ? when everytime i std with 1 . another wil kpkb . -.-
i suddenly think of the past i had with both of them . actually dunwan think de but ytd went 123 slack with jie and kaixiang they all . suddenly say until me and dead pig -.-
why cant i just stop thinking ? why why why ?
am i seriously fall in love with dead pig ? then wat abt my sibaichi ?
i jus cant feel that feeling again . why ? why ? why ?
someone please tell me wat should i do ? why am i like that de ? that was not me !?
last time de SandraTan not like that de !
i feel like beating someone right now ! just to release my stress -.- wtf!?
cccccccccccccrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to post .
jus reach home not long . Went to 213 slack jus now . This few they keep going there slack with them -.- Exam finally over le . Hope can get into sec2 . but most imp go to sec2 na is the best .
hais . i heard something . very shag now . dunno should believe in it anot ? fucking shag now . ):
Hope can really last long . ytd was dead pig court lucky nothing happen . pp (: got to wait for his next court . hope will pp again . so can meet him more :D hmm . . wat abt my sibaichi ? ._.
should i meet him ? but if i meet him , we dun talk at all . everytime im the one would start the talk
When will he be the wan ? -.- hungry right now ): but lazy to go down eat . dead pig is having chu shi now . hope he wont fall or etc . ._. hais . why ? i should like my sibaichi . but why everytime i close my eye . i will saw dead pig inside my mind ? why why why ? Wat the fuck am i doing sia ?
Sandra Tan ! wake up please -.-

Crying ):
i feel like hugging my sibaichi !

Sometime . i jus feel that when we are friends , we more like lover . but when we are lover , we more like stranger . . . may be i made the right decision to break . . but i jus gonna to say .
i fall in love with you since that time i frist kiss you (:
may be you are not my sibaichi boyfriend le . but you are away my sibaichi .

back to post ! stress !

wat really happen to me and my sibaichi ? why ?

i know i wrong that i text with boy . got wrong meh ?

i only treat them at a normal friends . i dun care wat they treat me .

since you at your facebook wall post until like that le . than break la. for wat stil wanna stead with me . if you dun belive me at all ask me la. must post until like that meh ? cb .

people wan to jio me so ? did i acc anot ? if i really acc for wat i stil stead with you right ?

everything change since after that day you came my house . i think you saw my phone message right ? you are jus my boyfriend leh . wat . you ask jiejie to spy me ? last time like that le . you think i wanna di it again ? please . i now trying dun contact them le. you happy ? you ask me dun mix with boy in the end ? i also never. i wanted to cherish this relationship because i dunwan bith of us like jiejie and qingaide okay ? no one really understand me feeling .

*Worry !
Where is my sibaichi now ? waiting for his cal for 2 day already . Dun tell me something happen to him ? wtf!? ytd have a great chat with muqin and abbie . relax myself (:
Not feel like posting le.

Shirt ! Exam coming ! gonna to catch up in my studies le !
thank muqin today help me in my work . love die her ! nothing to post much . gtg
i love my sibaichi boyfriend !

Back to post . Hmm . . . i jus done something bad jus now haha ^^
today went to ah ma house meet our malaysia ah ma . so lame lor ! early in the morning wake up jus to go there talk cock ! -.- reach home chine friends come eat . he going back already ): no one to lent money liao ): all the way at home sleep , play com and eat only .
waiting for my sibaichi to call me ! raws ! i miss die him liao !

Back to post . rotted at home already !
omg ! i miss my sibaichi now ! if cause wont forget abt my muqin they all :P
chatting onn msn with kelvin now (:
not much to post cause today never go out at all !
JTXM : i read your blog already. of cause i will cherish this relationship . i will prove to everyone i can study hard de . you also have to prove also . dun let people say that you are because of boy so your study suck ! jiayou jiayou ! see i can beat your higher score in exam ma :P

Back to post . first thing first
05092010!
i love this date ! it rock my life !
having 1 week holiday . so bored at home ! wanna to go out !
I LOVE MY SIBAICHI SUPER DUPER MUCH !
While . jus now went to meet my sibaichi ! :D
meeted boyfriend jus now , pass her her cloth then she went off le ):
when up to qingaide hosue with sibaichi and joey jie .
Stupid qingaide wat time already still sleeping like pig ! bring puipui out to meet joey jie at the stair cause she doesn't wan to went into qingaide house and see his face . but i can see from her face that she miss him every single time . she jus now really wanted to go inside qingaide house but she jus cant . later qingaide will kp at her then quarrel . next went back home . texting with my sibaichi ! love die him !
JTXM : anything just tell your meimei me ! dun need to keep inside your heart . everytime when i see you like that , my heart also never feel good. i really feel like beating him ! he let you suffer so many and now just say dun contact ! WTF!? jie cheer up kay ? i will away support you !
dun keep everything inside your mind or heart . share out with me so that i can give you advent and even can know wat your feeling . btw .. cry also cannot settle anything . "cry for a boy got use ma ? nothing last forever wan . dun cry . dun throw girl face ! " rmb this sentence you everytime tell me wan ? every relationship will be broke in the end . everyone must had to face the fade . cheer up okay ?
STXN LOVE JTXM !

Back to post ! raws stress .... exam coming how ?! nothing in my brain !
Fuck ! it too late to regret already ! idiot !
mummy ask me to go NA . but seeing my CA2 result . ._. cant at all .
i promise my sibaichi i will get to sec 2 but ... i scare i cant how ?
my beloved teacher go already no one to support me in my studies !
wtf?!

I dunno why i suddenly can wake up by this time ?
wondering wat my sibaichi doing now ? hmm . well i got so long never post blog le . jus because i lazy .now everytime chat on phone with my sibaichi at night ! (: but in morning i cant wake up for school (: . tomorrow ptm ! dad not going ! haha . i so smart , i call mummy to go . (: omg ! i cant wait till 17th ! know why ? that time midnight 12 on 31082010 sibaichi asked me for stead ! but i reject because i wanted to start everything on 17th again ! hais why time goes so slow ? ._. ?
hmm .. teacher's day went back to xishan ! rock my life in xishan ! when i saw my beloved mdn lim i was feel like crying ! but i cant cause im a brave girl (: haha ^^ hais . . why does everything change ? but lucky my sibaichi never change ! love die him !
i cant wait till 17th !

Hais , today something big happen ?
after school meet up with eunice , mu qin and abbie . thinking that sibaichi surely very bored alone at home so when up to his house . he told me that his brother at home , i never say anything jus walk away . walk pass his room window smell gum . feel very weird so when in his house to check as i saw qingaide de shoe outside his house. i really though that his brother was at home but then .. to bad i heard laughing sound came out from his room . ran in the check . saw qingade playing with gum . dam angry !
i angry not because og qingaide but is because of sibaichi , he lie to me again ...
i dunno to forgive him or wat ?but i really cannot tahan people lie to me .
why am i crying ? may be it time to end this love .
i got to forget abt him from now on !

STRESS! my feeling now was so down ! ! !
wat happen to me ? crazy in love ? WTF!?
this few day i was like ... ? every time when we meet we were like stranger ! wtf!? why ?
anyone can tel me wat is true love ? i'm really sorry wat i did last time . i wasn't mean to do .
i can't feel any love from you anymore ! why ? why become like that ?
i had a weird feeling to you , this is the first time i love a person like hell . but wat i get ? all this rubbish ? i had enough ! someone please jus tel me wat i should do !
PLEASE TELL ME !

STRESS ! today went to meet up with mu qin and eunice , very curious right ?
chatting something bout somebody . our secret :D actually i now than know that eunice is a good person . but why last time i hate her super much ? -.- but now no more le (: today alot of thing happen . haha so funny . not goin to post more ! bye bye ! :D
SIBAICHI I MISS YOU SUPER MUCH ! 4 MORE DAY !

Hais , sick le ): having a stupid soar throat . super xin ku ):
sibaichi you today forget to tel me drink water .): where you sia ? no one entertain me sia . i super miss you ): wondering wat you doing now . ._. so boring , dad jus went out . jie not yet reach home. hais. today school was boring . all of my lesson was sleeping . having fever now . ): after school meet mu qin under my house . have a long chat . fun :D reach home super hungry cook porridge to eat . yummy ! :D so boring . going to sleep soon . super tired now (:

Back to post .
hmmm.... today have a weird feeling with sibaichi while we are chatting . ._.
so boring , i'm alone at home again . sian -.-
tomorrow goin work le. so tired stil need to work wth!?
wish can dun go . but ... i need money ! so that i can top up $128 myself ! buy something to sibaichi !
buy house thing . etc . $80 for 2 day nia . wtf!?

our happiness

The past !

Unforgettable dream

Our love will away be together :D

Back to post! so long never post le. (:

this few day , joey run out of house . until now not yet come back . hais.

sian at home without her can die wan .

no people pei me share thing , sleep , eat . watch tv , play com , do housework . etc...

so miss her now! when is she coming back sia?

sibaichi at Taiwan now . hope he buy thing to me ;D

so regret that i had leave him once. but not again .

chatting with him now. even this few day until he back.

last time i though e -bike was not fun at all . but in the end ... OMG it cool! haha ^^

today went out with joleen and mummy . i go cut my hair. but look like nothing different (:

Back to post le (: so long never post cos i'm not in the mood .
tomorow is dead pig de birthday , still dunno wat to buy from him ):
ytd was a fun day (: having fun this few day :D
ytd went to find joleen at her working place , went eat then went to buy shoe for da xing as he went with us oso (:
school going to start le , never yet done my homework yet as it is fucking hard sia. knn.
so borin at home ! WANTED TO GO OUT !
I WANT SHOPPING , SLACK , SING WITH MY FRIENDS!

piggy sleeping now ): no ppl pei me message ):
laopa going back tmr le e):
no one pei me chat on phone, play with me , joke with me , fight with me , listen to my sad thing , go out tgt , worst is no one pei me go out ):
sian ar!

back to post. hais so long never post blog le. sian ...
currently now at mummy house. ytd stay mummy house.
ytd jie quarrel wiht mummy . boring everytime quarrel ):
ytd went to dead pig bbq. having fun down there :D
meet laopa awhile cause he going back thailand le ):
i currently now attach :D
sian . tmr dunno can go out with laopa they all anot. must see my dad ):
ps ar. dad can't make it. ):
going back soon..... so boring . go back le cannot go out liao. quarreling with joey on the phone jus now. wtf . she wan go out. i stay at mummy house got wrong meh? mummy wake up le. say want drive us home only ma? than she kp wat sia? cb!

back to post. dead pig is having chu shi now. sian ...
never pei me ):
today went to basketball trainin malay girl see me not happy . say my bad thing . shout back at them . they ran away. wth humji sia!?
dam tired now . going to slp soon. nights (:

back to post. today same as ytd. never go out at all (:
dead pig is having lion dance now. (: hope he will alright . dun get sick );
nothing to post. so gtg . (:

hais. 1 today whole day at home. dam boring .
wondering wat dead pig doing now? -.-
dam tired . today at home not watch tv / play com nth much to do . so dunno wat to post today sian
hais.......... training make until my whole body so pain. ): monday stil got training . sian zz

back to post (:
just reach home . dead pig is having chu shi now. ):
no ppl pei me message le ):
today went to basketball trainin and have a match with b girl . stress . so tired . whole body so like fuck sian . someone help ma - such can ?
going to slp soon. night everyone (:

back to post! ytd never post blog cos too tired le .
ytd school take us to Singapore river. dam boring . walk walk walk .
sing song ! everyone though i am crazy (: nothing to do ma (:
today dead pid never bring me too school or off school. but after school. i went to meet him (:
when he play basketball so cute sian . eveytime cannot catch until the ball. hahah ^^
ang come next . chat here and there . dam boring . but never lucky yi xuan pei me go. (:
today i very happy cos can see until dead pig ! (:
charel got problem . wanted to go help. but tomorrow got basketball trainin . sian ... ):
Charel . i will try to go help you tomorrow to settle the problem (:
going to sleep soon (: dam tired . today evening never sleep until sian...
but nevermind at least i enjoy my day :D

just wake up. going back sleep again (:
today take back all result le . everything pass expect science . (:
quarrel with dad jus now . ):
today saw dead pig at 925 (: school fine...
nothing more to post . dea pig today never sent me to school ):
hais...

just wake up....
super tried going back sleep again..
dunno wake dead pig doin now. message him never reply.
May be still playing basketball...
ah ha ! i know wat to buy for dead pig already. but dunno will he use it anot -.-
today get beck some of my result. fuck !
science fail ! fuck .!
math pass! .......
boring Boring BORING !
today dead pig never bring me to school or rather off school. cos he was super dam tried ?!..
hope tmr can.... (:

Boring !
today morning went eat with jie. reach home . dad going out ...
do housework . then went to meet laopa and teng yee. saw yi wen .
slack awhile walk pass funland . saw dead pig ! so happy (:
raining rush go 212 slack with yi wen . then went home .
hais.. now my head pain. sian. raws!
hope tomorrow dead pig can bring me go school or rather off school . (:

today never go out.
dam boring at home!
dead pi is havin lion dance trainin now. so boring no people pei me message le. ):
alot of people jio me out . but sorry dad don let ):
monday faster come . school start .Yes can see him everyday le. (:
hope he can bring me to school or rather off school -.-
today no activities so dunno wat to post. sian....
okay la post till here (:

today morning wake up saw got mac on my table ! omg !
loves my dad!
2 plus jie come back . when out with her. she go settle her thing . i go find laopa they all.
play basketball tgt.
5 plus . when to laopa house. wait for him to bath. than when to 216 slack . saw dead pig!
quarrel with him . mine his word. i hate boy say those word !
fucking dulan! dun care him walk away next saw they not at 213 than i when there slack . how i know they come.. saw suzanne chat awhile then they went to find them .
going home . went to find suzanne say i going back.
hais. today thought that will be a happy day but in the end . .. something happen ):

back to post (:
today morning wake up do housework. having fever now. sian ...
went to see doctor . temperature very high OMG!
reach home sleep awhile. next when out to meet laopa and ah kong.
everytime with them . i was super happy. (: actually wanted to meet dead pig
but he got trainin sian... so long never saw him OMG!
monday must meet him ! hais. he having trainin now.
no people pei me ): nevermind
nights . go sleep first :D

Just wake up.
today sleep the all day cause dead pig went to chu shi no people pei me ):
feeling so weak now. dunno why . sian . cannot fell sick!
tomorrow got basketball training dad dun let me go . sian .
dad say mid year exam i fail cannot play basketball anymore. Shag sia!
dam boring at home ! stil got so many day to start school. sian..
hais got PEOPLE everytime went for trainin and chu shi ps me alone , not people pei me message .
not totally dun have , but is boy. i message boy later got PEOPLE jealous !
Ytd went funland . OMG got alot of shuai ge sia . (:




Beloved Jie and Me (:

today exam suck ! i dunno how to do . surely fail . fuck sia!
after school normal . when northpoint awhile go find charel they all at 219
awhile find shiyun at 213. slack there saw dead pig! finally can see him! :D
keep on beating shiyun . haha funny sia. her fucking ! haha ^^
then shiyun go home change cloth then come meet me again .
walk pass fun land saw lin xiang . chat n slack with awhile saw Eunice they all outside keep on pointing at me . fucking dulan . walk out they faster walk away. complain charel , she say they at there . chong go there ! wa! they saw me quickly stand n walk away .
wat i'm thinking was ' they saw me , respect me give me seat down ' hahaha ^^
tel charel they all. haha laugh (:
next went to cc change cloth . then go home . raining now dunno went to slp anot . hais.
message dead pig he oso never reply. sian ...
Wed , thur and friday no school sian sia, cannot meet until dead pig ! raws!
SHAG AR!

just reach home . today same as normal.
dead pig sleeping now. sian no one pei me le...
ytd was a fun day.onna to post same picture us :D



Mummy with us :)



Sister forever (:

Yes ! Exam gonna end soon ! Dun need keep facing the stupid book again n agin!

hope can pass all ...

today Mother's day . jus came home . jus now when to celebrate mother day for mummy. wa! she look so happy :D

dunno where to go later? hais...

Darius Ng dead pig de birthday coming .. dunno wat to buy for him lei.. think of buying something he can use evrytime . raws. stress ar.. Sibaichi birthday oso coming . i gonna to buy colour pencil for him! any suggestion to buy for darius ng dead pig..

OMG this is my first time i buying present to someone that i like! :O

everytime buy present to friends . normally buy shirts. thinking buying shirts for him but he seen like got alot of shirts le. -.- dunno later want go meet him.. this time he still sleeping like a pig ! :D okay post till here bye ~

sjian sia ! can't go out ! raws! someone entertain me can?

Why am i crying now? i doesn't know!?
stress exam coming . so many thing hapen ! -_-''
go facebook read the message he give me so i cry ?! WTH !?

I HATE YOU!
I THOUGHT WE WILL LAST LONG . BY CONTACT YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN . BUT NO ....
SEEN HE DECIDE TO BREAK , FACE IT !
BUT WHY I CAN'T? ANYONE CAN TELL ME? OR I STILL LOVING HIM?
I GOT TO FACE IT !

i already try to give in ! you lie to me so many thing !
qingaide already say everything out. he admit already . i already try to forgive you, contact you . but you didn't ever wanted to reply my message! WTF! ytd our first month . where him? enjoying with his friends! hais . just now went down . chat with emo , joey and qingaide abt me and sibaichi de thing . hais.

Now at mummy house. come here just to eat dinner. daddy tmr coming back already
boring~ can't go out anymore got to lie to him again and again. today almost late for school.
heng darius morning call him . tmr meeting him in the morning again (:
i keep thinking that am i still loving him?
or i was in crush with another boy? hais . today meet darius outside school he bring me home. (:
inside very funny . his friends keep on li siao other people. haha^^
then i go home bath they wait for me downstair. done walk go np walk walk then go 213 than come mummy house already. sian time go so fast. daddy coming back already. not enough playing of time tgt with friends. wat happen to me n shien? i can't understand . hais ....

raws . tmr going meet ty le. hope he will come. btw tmr going to play bball with limshiyun! super happy. we very long never play le.(: daddy tmr going oversea . should i happy or sad? this few day keep dream of bad thing happen around me . hais.
past few day keep on crying . one day . i cry becos ty. for wat i wan cry for him , i keep thinking but still can't get the answer. very miss my sibaichi. hope can meet him but tmr need meet ty.
ty , u change alot u know? youu ever can ignore me in front of EUNICE! i can't forgive abt this.
i actually still angry with lao pa n charel for lying to me. ****** good can take away all my friends!
take away my ah kong atill not happy? i say first
" I WILL NOT ACCEPT HER AS MY AH MA!"
not at all. she not pei to be!
if tmr saw her surely give her one slap. i already tell her not to come .
i don't care ty or lao pa angry . i keep on listen to u all but wat i get in the end?
i hate HYW ! she change my WNK ! last me n him very good ! i can admit that i got like him before that why i keep calling him not to got close to her ! now ? everything change!
life suck. sec school not fun at all. wish can go inside xishan find teacher !
super miss them ! hais . talk abt this now crying . very de fan now.
ANYONE CAN LENT ME YOUR EAR ! I GOT ALOT OF THING INSIDE MY HEART WANTED TO SAY! PLS....
SUPER DISAPPOINTING TO MY FRIENDS!

shag sia!!! today whole day never talk to him!!! now my stupid sister singing the stupid song
wth!? very sian!! joleen birthday coming dunno wat to buy give her?
hais.....

back to post. yeah! tmr is my birthday le. wish daddy can let me go out celebrate
with my friends! :( today gt match with other school. we get 42 they get 19. haha we win!!!
today school fine! reach home eat , bath . then charel n gigi come up my house. they pass me my present. charel know i like tom and jerry so she buy. but only gt tom dun have jerry. hais but nvm i stil happy :D thank charel love you .
don forget if u gt problem or they wan find u problem again message me! haha that girl give me say until nothing to reply me de. :P
hais. missin my si bai chi now. ):
tmr post n going to say who is the first wan to sent me happy birthday de message! :D

C Mei!!!!!!! life without u very sian sia!!!!! very miss u lei. find one day meet tgt.!!!!!
today all day stay at home. super sian. but nvm gt ppl pei me msg. (:
those i never reply wan very sorry cos my prepaid goin no money le. ):
dunno wat to post !!!!! hais . sian sia!!!!1

Ytd mummy birthday. give her a big surprise .lie to her say joey run house . ask papa to pakup (:
than she arter working faster rush to 244.open the door , we sing birthday song. hais . my 2 jie
quarrel at ah e hse downstairs.worst is they even gt into fight OMG!police come next. copy name chat awhile than go le. ...
today go for basketball training . hais today even fight with joey . she cannot go out my problem meh? ccb... after baskterball when to meet ben n etc. take bus go find charel take bag. stupid ben boom me.! say will follow me n shien go find wan in the end . raws.

back to post! today going out . now preparing than going out. actually wan go find him but he gt chu shi than nvr go find him le. sian . today actually is following papa go aunty father hse. but not feel like going so dad ask us to go fond mummy. mummy today gt work. so joey say ltr go find joleen. ...
sian... tmr got bbal training dunno wan go or wat. hais .... ok gtg le bye.

back to post. today go school take result . chinese U grate . haha. jus give dad see he say nvm try harded ! . after taking result . sit at bbal corner , suddenly jeremy come. chat awhile than he go find ppl problem . aiya dunno know him. hais. went np. stay at np all the way, saw hakim . play with him and his friends. he keep on kana beat by me n yi xuan. hahahas. after that went to food court to eat jua only tao suan. lame right . hahahs. saw baby. chat awhile than he go find his friends i go home. so long nvr saw him . now he more black than me. hahahs. reach home do housework with daddy. play with daddy water. hahas cute sia him. sian today cannot go out.
now holiday le. sian cannot see him . daddy going over sea on 7 / 04 YES! i can later go home le.
can meet baby le! k gtg le.


iloveyou

today went to safra . rock climbing very de rock lols.
first do the ascending no so scary. next do the thing look like siperman de. 6 floor high super scary. but fun. (: reach floor faster find yi xuan hug her n cry. OMG . hahahs.
next rock climbing :D i am the FIRST girl that had reach the top . :D super happy.
but very tried ): after all this find coin to buy water. ben 10 go press one drink than i dun like . he say he wan drink than i say share . i thinking that he conform will not share hw i know he really drink. OMG! :O next bus to school do dunno wat thing play awhile with hakim . than dismiss.
jus now inside bus fall a asleep . over stop, drop at np. need to walk back . sian.


baby , every single time i'm missing you ):

today school was very de fun. (:
holiday coming sian cannot see him. ): mummy birthday coming sian dunno can celebrate with her?): my birthday coming sian. dunno can go out ma? ):
holiday homework i had finish all. (:thus few day keep on fight with JTXM.
oso dunno y? ): boring.
nth to do at home. daddy they all was not at home . Now only can waste time inside facebook and msn. so gtg.. (:



i love you!

back to post. long time no post blog le. haha ^^
jus reach home. today actually 3 plus come back de. but went down help charel settle thing.
ccb lols. the pch girl f.king sialiang . they keep on want 1 on 1 with charel. cal joey come down settle. wow. first time saw jie so pro. talk until those girl no words to say. haha^^
everything settle. joey want smoke. suddenly police come . kanna . wth.
jie more worst . kanna fine. lols. sorry . ):

very tried . ai very de stress . very late then go home. ):
i miss my 3 sister. wish we all can go eat tgt. hais my 2 big jie need to work n earn money.
my 3 jie only know how to chat on phone , msg n play com.
actually she not very de bad to me le. not late late time . hais jie change le. but my daddy change to worst . my jie is from bad to good . my dad is bad to worst. hais . sian sia.
look at the picture below did everyone change?


big jie and me (:


2 jie and me (:


3 jie and me (:


last time we all for :D

me (:

back to past. first thing first . my school is AI.
in AI . friends are. Edmond , Yi Xuan , xuan jie. few day later . reccess time walk by one ppl look like jeremy. than use my hand make his stupid face. walk back to class. he follow me walk. stand outside my class keep looking at me. surely forget who am i already de la.
after school meet him. he know me already . than we keep on meeting each other.
(:

sad sad. scared to tell papa ask him i can go out meh because he surely say cannot de. i hate AMX ! of because of him! i hate him very very very very veyry very de much!!!!!!!!!!

raws . stupid idiot. reach home kana scolding by aunt. raws. very angry.
ytd all night never slp . waiting for joleen n joanne to come back. chat with gan daddy until 6 plus
. he tried le then i ask him go slp. follow by i go on facebook play until i fell a slp . 7 plus wake up.
off com wanted to go inside room to slp. hui mei n ah e already wake up liao. back to slp. 8 plus joleen come home. make alot of noise raws............. cannot slp. go down eat breadfast with hui mei n joleen saw lao sa kim . go buy hse thing . then hui mei wan reborn her hair. walk past s shop go inside reborn. joleen oso ask me to reborn as my 25/12/09 present . sit fr so long . backside very pain. but this pain is nvm cos . wan pretty. (: buy food for toto to say. reach 244 hui mei make up herself go to her grandma birthday. ltr joey come. chat go hui mei grandma there. chat there oso. go home. okok post till here . i very tried liao. bye~

raws! head very pain. fcuking angry!
today whole day stay inside my room. playing com , watch tv n now just wake up.
raws!!!!! n going downstair with aunt n daddy buy thing . raws . my phone cannot out. either sms.
fcukong angry. daddy nvr pay my bill for 2-3 month!!!! raws!

back to post. last few day no mood to post blog so nvr post. hais
mon-wed joey come 201 stay . very surprise when she come here to stay
jus now went joleen blog n see. my three sister were very happy.
i very miss my family member . when can us everybody go back to 166 n stay like last time?
ll u all very busy until cannot bring me out? sometime mummy bring me out. without joanne,joleen,joey. sometime mummy bring me n joey out . without joanne n joleen.
smetime joanne bring me out . without joleen , joey n mummy. sometime joleen bring me n joey out. without joanne n mummy. why? are u all busy ? hais s this my life? if it is , i better die n end my life. daddy oso gt wrong. he everytime don let me go out find mummy, joanne , joleen n joey .
everyday at home playing computer , watch tv n sleep. keep on doing this again n again. hais.

why? why can't joleen forgive mummy?
watever jol hw old n mummy hw old.in this world she was away our mummy.watever she did is jus dun wan we all join bad people.jie pls . even u don forgive mummy. next sunday pls eat tgt. i don wan this kind of family. our family are jus like a rubbish jie pls . can u make my wish come true? this holiday i can't meet u all much . pls....

back to post. now doing the sec one thing. hais .
big problem . dunno which school to go.
hais .

hi. back to post.
today go meet joey at cause way. take money , shopping play n take pic.
now daddy playing major i very sia. listening to song now. suddenly very miss aunt eillin.dunno why lei. tmr PSLE result coming out le. very worry will i stay back again any year?

hais . very boring now. jus now give aunt scold . sian...

ah kong with mr addy!

ying xuan with me!



wei jie with me!



c mei with me !

mummy with me!

ms zhang with me!



mr addy with me!



me with miss tan



me with mdn lim

grace with me



me with jarrod



me with charel



me with charel



me with charel

me with charel



asyraf with me



angela with me



me with an zi

me with candia



suhati , me and father



me with father



keji



everyone cheering



charel

WAW! I AM HAVING FUN1

back to post...
today is our p6 dance ... fun ....
tomorrow is our p6 graduation day. daddy lent me go . yeah
today finish home eat bath sleep.
5+ wake up. daddy n aunt not at home ...
watch tv . awhile they come back.. help daddy to cook tgt.
eat post blog. today at home do nth much..
okok post till here. bye!

yeah back to post. raining heavily now.
today at sch very fun.
our class dance step not very well but nvm... during recces time we dance ..
me , mr addy and azizan watever .... dance solo
we dance a few of our friends take video / picture .
lame lols. but nvm i enjoy myself today . hahahas
just now morning mei zhen tell me zarifa not coming to school anymore.
wth i very de angry lols. O $ don wan to pay.
nvm tomorrow may be i will ba free go her house find her take money :P
okok nth to post le bye!

sian..... nth to do.... papa sleeping . aunt watching tv cannot go out hais.

haha back to post le. now at school . very sian. today *** never come school sian. hais.

now nth to do . ... joey is waiting for me to online to chat with her. lols.

today nth to post already so gtg bye!

yeah back to post. haha now at school . very sian. yeah *** today come back to school. hahaha

ytd very fun sia. me nanie n limshiyun ytd beat one 13 year old girl in our class.

O $ P $ . she never pay than we beat her lol. lame!

today she today neve come school. sian cannot beat ppl again. hais!

ytd stay at school do audition thing with mr addy they all. sian. at there nth to do wirte my name at one paper. wth mr addy oso writing sia. lame lol!

wan to buy cloth for joanne . but no money feel very sad. sia. wan buy bag give joey . but oso no money sia. sian. joleen lei. wan buy shoe for he oso no money. wtf life is this? sian.....

why i keep on waste money? why can't i help papa to save money? y? y? y?

MY THREE SISTER I VERY MISS YOU ALL . YOU ALL KNOW?

MY LIFE SUCK!

yeah ! back to post. this few day very lazy. so never post blog.
ytd went 166 find mummy saw joey i very happy. i suddenly think that without her it make me very miss her. hais. today nothing must happen stay at home watch youtube show. today see papa play ping pong ball very funny sia. okok now going to off computer already bye. may be tmr bot posting . c:

yeah! back to post! this few day went to thailand . not fun wan. but nvm i buy new thing at there. gt alot of thing keep on suck my blood. my blood very nice mah? lame.
today morning reach home at 4.30 very tired went go slp. morning wake up at 12.
bath eat then go np with daddy. raining we walk with the rain. fun man!
ok gtg slp le. bye!

hi. back to post . hahahs
ytd never post blog cos daddy playing ' hold ' em ' a gamble game. so i never post.
wtf daddy keep on lying to us sia. than time he say can go mummy house stay than ytd mummy say wan come drive us go her house he say cannot. wtf! suck sia. fucking angry never talk to him. today wake up by joeytan . she say finish doing housework can go mummy house. she say joleen/joanne will msg papa . in the end oso cannot go. wtf. now he not at home only keft me and aunt . ltr he come back surely don wan talk to him . okok post till her at night not going to post le bye!


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hi. back to post. ltr night not going to post blog so post now hahas,
ytd see tv with daddy till 1 plus this morning wake up at 11.04 am . hahahas
wake up see daddy n aunt not at home keep up my room , living room and kitchen . daddy come home . i go bush teeth than eat le. they going out again. hais left me alone at home sian . joey come back le . jus now help joanne play her facebook now i wan play my own facaebook. ok gtg bye....

hi! back to post!
ytd angry with daddy. he promises to give back my cao cao but never. raws!
today morning wake up at 9.52am bush teeth then going to pack up my room daddy called.
ask me to change my clothes take cash card go bus stop wait for him .
i go work with him. help him carry thing omg heavy sia. we like drive around singapore . go this places than go that places than go again this places. fun sia. suddenly raining than more fun. we play with the rain. daddy say long long play one time nvm cos this few day very hot sia. finish all go drive aunt . daddy go ' ta you' she go scold me say. why i follow daddy any how rain. pcb. talk back her until she nth to say. :P reach home very tired go slp awhile . wake up watch daddy cook. finish cook go living room see tv. next very hungry . go bath than called everyone eat. never called aunt. who call she scold me :P after eating went inside our room open com wan play . suddenly joey say she wan do something at facebook very fast wan .ok i let her she do the thing until 1 hour plus wtf ! than now my turn . ok post till here bye!

hi . back to post. ytd nth interesting so never post blog :)
jus finish playing with daddy card. omg i lost hiim $61000 . x0
morning - wake up at 7+ than go back slp again. wake up at 11.07 go daddy room slp again. awhile only. lame.
afternoon - eat open com play with daddy. bath i go do my thing daddy play poker on com . win alots of money . than he teach me how to play than i play with me . play play play until i own him $61000 . x0 .ok post till here bye!

hihi! hais to very sian.
morning wake up at 8.13am by da fend called! hais. chat with him . wanna to go cause way tgt but cannot . hais 9 joey wake up. open tv see the lame show lols.
after go bush teeth . hahas. eat breadfast. keep kitchen. watch tv and play card with jie jie. awhile daddy wake up. today all day still at home sian sia....... afternoon daddy say want bring my go cut hair. faster run go sleep! wake up 4.27pm eat .... about 6.30 pm me and joey go np cut hair. omg my hair goes very short. show u the picture


i not kissing the cardboard . i jus showing the side view of my hair. (:

my front view .(:

ok. post till here going sleep already bye!

yo!Back to post !hahah very long no post blog le.(: this few day very fun n interesting thing happen around me!on friday daddy going oversea so morning we go 429.reach there all kid wake up le. went inside the room saw there gt one big large-age it is joanne wan! she had move out already ! sian... ltr bear come n hoho.4 kid very hungry n me .ah kiim not at home than i cook noodles n egg give them eat :P afternoon jie call me go out with her.then joey go out. we go causeway than go bukit timah land shop see hoho n his two friend play DOTA .. boring =_='' than while they playing jie friend come .omg see very suck lol. than wait they come out le we take bus go edmund hoho friends house. off bus hoho ,ake until jie hand , jie very angry half way say don wan go le.than we take cab go back 429.reach there about 2 plur le. than wash up go slp le. sat day morning wake up by joanne at 11 plur . she ask me go interview with her...wash up done everything went out. SUCCESS!!! joanne can go work le :D than we went paya laba meet 25 walk go gay-lang eat. wth! the sun so BIG! eat finish take bus go bugis shopping first we shop n see see only. than we tell 25 that gt noy beside us we gt no feeling to shop then he say he go take money give us go shopping! we thought we only will give us $100but no is $200 omg. than we go shop 25 may be going home we buy alot of thing . joanne buy for her working thing n buy give me one shoe. i like it thank jiejie iloveyou! then we go park mall find mummy cos ytd never go her house slp. :P we eat n chat . 7 plur go mrt meet hoho and his friends . inside mrt chat n play than suddenly say wan go k box cos later 12 is leonard birthday .sing sing sing play play play. oh i here to wish u a great HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! than go home. reach home abt 3 plur le. sunday morning wake up by the 4 kid at 9.30 than watch tv tgt. all hungry again hui juan go down buy 3 packet of 100 mee. we cook 5 packet hahaha see them eat very cute .finish all go inside room play card cos outside very hot inside gt air con plat till 11.45 call joanne wake up. after joanne bath come out she ask everyone to wake hoho up. wake up le than they go out le. we fold blanket than start playing game play till half ah kim wake up le prepare thing go ah kim mother hse . we take bus than raning everyone long long meet one time than i let them play rain they happy :D reach there wait awhile go down play again . play half tried le wan go up drink water jus then gt 4 malay boy shouted at us. then we shouted back .go down play again they start frighting with the malay ppl. i aim one malay boy very kb wan . small kid hit the older one. very funny when we frighting :D than they faster run back . hahaha we win we at there shouted o lei o lei o lei . i shouted scared already arh faster run home like a DOG!

passing phone stupid yi wen go take me